TTD Mental Health Challenge: Day 5

I can find meaning in…

Card:

9 of Pentacles

9 of pentacles from the Morgan-Greer Tarot

Being stable, being self-sufficient, being able to provide for my own needs and my own concerns. This is true. This is something I set as a sort of bench mark for myself. I want to be able to be my own sustainable person. I hope that one day I’ll be able to make it happen even more than I am already.

Happy Readings! 💛💛💛

-Madame Starbeam

-Madame Starbeam

TTD Mental Health Monthly Challenge: Day 4

Day 4: A way I can invite creativity into my day…

Card: The Magician Reversed: Stop trying to force it and just let the magic come. This might even be more of a fake it ’til you make it sort of situation… ha.

The Magician from Tarot for All Ages

It’s funny because I feel generally like my life is lacking in something it used to have but it hasn’t had that thing for a very long time, and it’s hard to explain exactly what that thing is. In part, it’s a sort of connection to nature and connection to myself. In another way, it’s also how I used to be able to creatively express myself on the regular, but how that seems like so much more effort these days. It’s a complicated situation maybe, it’s hard to put into words.

Today I was doing some free practice tarot readings, just to get back into the groove of it, after being away from it for so long, and I felt like just leaning into my intuition as much as I could. It felt great for the first reading and then it felt a little bit like it started to falter. It’s weird how when I seem to look right at it, it disappears. I can only find this feeling or this emotion when I catch it out of the corner of my eye.

I’ll try to make more of an effort to find this in the future. 🙂

Happy Readings! 💛💛💛

-Madame Starbeam

-Madame Starbeam